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Sahabat…mengapa kau pergi
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup

Sahabat…ingat lah kau slalu
Jadi yang terbaik
Walau kau tak disini lagi

Sahabat…aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku ingin kan kau hadir

Aku disini dan menunggu
Diam tanpa dirimu
Kau tahu ku tak bisa
Beranjak terbang dan melayang
tanpa diri mu ku tak bisa dan kembalilah

our trip

Ini adalah trip kami bersama dan pertama. Ia adalah moment yg tak boleh kami lupakan. Apa yang kami plan selama ini tercapai jua akhirnya. Bersama abang aku, jesin, lets have fun with us:

12.30: Aku ponteng keje sebab nak kejar flight pukul 5 petang. Tahu lambat lagi, tapi abang zex nak keje pukul 3, so kene hantar awal la. bro mc. So, abis semua keje, terus blah.

15.00 : kami sampai kat KLIA. Terpinga2 camne nak guna mesin cek tiket. Tapi last2 dapat gak.

Jam baru kol 3, so kene tunggu 4 atleast 2 hours. Pusing 2 kat KLIA, lepak ka MCd jap. Bro dahaga, so kami p cari air sat..hmmm.kat pusrawi.haha.

5.00: Kami p check-in. Kesian bro, terbawak gunting, kene tahan kat security.hehe. Melepas gak gunting nak potong bulu.Huhu. Kami masuk flight. Bro nampak excited gile. Fuh, dapat plak sit tepi wings. Itu adalah impian bro. Aku masih ingat, dia berhajat nak dok tepi wings, and for the 1^st time there, dia dapat gak. We are exited gile. Amek a lot of pic and video. Haha..Owh, flight dah terbang,,,tetiba jantung ku berdebar..gayat..pelik gak.aku yang dah beberapa kali naik flight plak yg neves.bro cool as usual walau aku tau dalam hati and seluar..kecut tu!! Haha. Telinga masuk angin, xdengar ape pun..bro suh telan air liur..tapi xde kesan.

6.00: Sampai kat langkawi international airport. Fuyyo..we are here!! Lats rock the island babe. Gembira bukan kepalang. Memang best r. Kami menjerit sepuasnya. Teruja! Ambek kete sewa..hum .kancil je. Rm 100 u dua hari..kami p cari hotel plak. Susah gak cari yg murah,lepak makan laksa. Bro makan sup utara.ait kelapa,share. Da kenyang, p cari tepat tido paling murah..last2 dapat gak kar sugary sand motel..rm 100 u 2 hari. Done.

7.30: kami p jalan2 kat cenang . banyak kedai makan..hum..makan kat restoren hj. Ismail. Hampeh . xsedap lasung!!..bro beli wafer and corn u aku..share.best gak. Jalan2 cuci mate. Banyak mat saleh yg lepak sepanjang jalan cenang ni. Aduh..aku cari slipa coz pakai kasut sakit gla..last dapat slipa kuning rm 4.50.alhai..tajam plak.sakit.tapi xpa..bro nak tukar. thanks bro. Kami jalan2 naik kancil p keliling pulau. Sampai kat dataran helang. Sunyi gile.adala a few kapel..kami je kapel sibling..haha.amek a few pic.

12.00 : malam nak ujan. Kami gegas balik. Tapi last2 x ujan pun. Kami lepak makan kuaci kat pantai cenang balakng motel kami. Sebelum tu kami beli e few basic things like shampoo, sabun. Bro nak kuaci and aku nak potato chip. Kami borak2 fasal our dream. Skang ekonomi dah down,,kami ade plan nak setup bisnes dobi. Insyaallah, wei’ll be the bisnesman. Bro cite fasal famly die. Aku memang salut bro..die jadi kepala keluarga. Banyak gaji die spend u keluarga. Kadang2 air mata aku nak mengalir bile dengar cite die. Cuma ego je menghalang. Yes..aku memang sayang bro. Dia banyak nasihat aku sebab lepas ni die dah pindah keje. Mula2 aku seedy gile. Tapi xpa.aku caye kan bro. Dia will xan lupakan aku.sebab aku ni adik dia.haha.kan bro?? huh, mata da ngantop..tido dlu..hehe

8.00 am: 13/3/09: aku bangun pagi macam biasa.Bro still ngan slimut die.aku p bayar trip ke HOPPING ISLAND nye pakej Rm 35 SORANG. Ade 3 place, pulau dayang bunting, eagle feeding and last kat pulau beras basah.

9.00 : kami bertolak ke jeti ngan van yang datang amek. Bro nampak pucat sket, maybe x cukup tido kot. Kami naik bot ngan mat saleh 1 famly, London, Korean and 1 couple of Indian (Malaysia kot) yang baru kawen. So sweet. Dah naik bot, apa lagi lets go babe, amek pic banyak gile..xcited and bro nampak cool smacam je. Apa ni bro???haha. sampai tasek dayang bunting ,brother bot tu tunjuk gunung bentuk/curve macam pompuan mengandong, tu sebab nama dayang buting. Aduh..dalam gile tasek tu.bro sempoi terjun sebab pandai brenang,aku la tersengeh2 p sewa plampong.malu gile ..bro gelakkan aku…arrhhg…lantak.aku nak mandi.xkesah sape nak gelak.lepas sejam kami p tengok helang makan. Best gak..tapi kejap je..ok la.then last trip ke pulau beras basah. So nice. I luv beach. Tapi bro xsuka. Aku da agak. Dua perkara yang paling die x suka: 1: PANAS/PELUH. 2: MANDI PANTAI.so, terpaksa lah aku mandi soram2…best gla..tapi spoil sket bro x join.kol 1.30 kami bertolak pulang….

2.00 pm. Kami sampai kat umah. Skang time to lunch..bro bawak p makan KFC.hehe.save sket. Macam biasa, kami makan set A, bro tide and aku rib.

3.00: kami p naik kete kabel kat pulau mat cincang. Bro nampak penat n asyik sms je. Hmm.Panas terik.dah tau dah,,mesti bro x suka.hehe. Mase gondola naik,,aduh.neves gile.apa lagi..kami amek pic banyak2. sampai stesyen 1^st,kami teruja. Memang view yg cantek gla.aku cam x caye..at last..dapat gak naik gunung tu..sesi bergambar ditersukan kat atas sana..then proceed to 2^nd station and jambatan bengkok. Angin memang best. Fuyyo..bro thanks coz plan dis trip..suka r. Penat gile.aku mencapai air mineral kat atas…laju gla tegok.

5.00: Time to shopping!!!..kami p kuah town u soping. Sampai je kat town, terus serbu kedai haji ismail. Beli coklat sampai 100 rm.!! Bro bagi tips fasal coklat..Memang best gla mase milih,,masa nak baya..aduh..erat cikit.hehe. then p bli kain batik u mak aku..xpandai r nak pilih.hehe.bantai jer..

7.00: makan time..malam ni kami makan kat kedai kelantan. Makan nasi putih+tomyam+tlur dadar+ ayam paprik+ and nasi lemak.haha.laparla. Then, bro p beli kain batik and kami terus p tengok wayang kat langkawi parade. Cite dragon Ball.haha. sebenarnya..dragon bola de 7 bijik semuanye…aku ngantop..so x bagi full attention to dis movie.but not bad la..3.5 star. Sori bro..wa ajak lu tengo wayang. Wa tau lu x minat cite fantasi.hehe.asyik sms je?

12.30: Kami sampai kat motel..aku terus landing baek nye..bro x tido..p lepak kat pantai sorang2.sory bro.wa nak teman lu..tapi ngatop ya amat ni..lau boleh wa nak spend the whole time with u until u leaving me.haha..

9.00 a.m: 14/3/09: aku bangun tdo.bro still tido. Aku kejutkan bro. Cute betol tdo.haha. berat hati nak kejut. Kol 10 bro bangun. Kami packing barang2.kol 12 kami gerak p air terjun telaga tujuh. Lagenda menceritakan, ada 7 puteri mewakili setiap telaga. Aduh penat gile naik bukit ni. Peluh satu badan. Kecian bro,,penat gile.tapi xpe..he’s strong man. But die memang x suka peluh2 ni. Sampai puncak, kami dihidangkan dengan 3 dara yg sedang berbikini mandi. Fuh,melepak n gebu. Lepas je 3 jalang tu blah, kami terus amek port. Bro ajar aku berenang. Best gla. Sejuk, damai n xde sape kacau kami. Haha. View paling best ka puncak sana. Aduh,,,berat nak tinggalkan tempat ni.

2.00 pm. Kami singgah makan laksa n bro makan pasembok…hehe. Tepi pantai yg biru, angina yang kuat sekali,aduh nyaman gile..kami share our dish..biasa r.tukar2.

3.00 pm: kami bertolak ke jeti dari airpot.amek cab rm 24. Berat gile rasa hati. Bro ade keje lain hari ahad. Dats y we need back. Kalau ikut hati aku nak stay sampai isnin..xpe..dah cukup ni.

4.00pm; kami bertolak dari jeti langkawi ke kuala perlis. Berat hati. Bro ada kat tepi dengan senyum jambunya. Kami sampai pukul 5.30 dengan bayaran rm 18 sorang. Ok la.

7.00 pm: naik bus ke KL. Sampai kol 3 pagi. Abang zex dating amek. P puchong and tido kat sana. Bertolak ke ampang pukul 12 t.hari . Bro anta.

End.

My new naza GTR X

hari ini my naza GTR X yang ku tunggu2 dah dapat...hah..bersyukur. Moto ni memang best tapi berat sket. Tapi yang paling pelik, plug moto, slalu tercabut. bayangkan, dari naza kg baru ke umah aku kramat AU3, dah 3 x mampus?!!! Plug connection dia longgar ya amat. Isnin ni kene p balik naza soh fixkan.HUH, ni x best ni..lain2 memang best la..bangga la gak.hasil titik peluh aku melayan mak2 datin..opsss..hehe berbaloi gak..xla ni rezeki halal..penat lelah perah otak jadi engineer la.haha.WSJ 2037..will be my new baby. b,,moto ni special u lu..t kite rempit same2!! peluk kuat2 k.

the last moment

Ini adalah moment yang terakhir bersamanya. Dia akan pergi jauh. jauh dari kebiasaan. Sungguh drastik. Nadi bertiup kencang ketika perkhabaran. Kami mempunyai impian yang sama. terlalu banyak perancangan. Semangat itu telah terkubur sekarang. setiap saat diisi dengan keikhslasan tapi akhirnya, huh, ianya musnah. Pastinya tak akan sama selepas ini. Tak kan ada hilai tawa lagi. Setiap detik mengharapkan ini mimpi, tapi realiti terlalu pahit. I'll never forgive my self becouse knowing you. Ego ku tercabar. entah bagaimana menghadapi saat2 selepas ini.Sukar mengadapi keadaan ini. Aku terlalu menghormatinya. Kadang2 sayang aku terlebih sudah. Dia yang terbaik pernah aku kenal. tapi begitu singkat momen untuk bersama. Ok, ini adalah keputusan dia. Aku xde hak untuk menghalang. Tapi selepas ini aku pasti takut untuk mendekati sesiapa. Its hurt & sucks!. kehilangan yang paling aku xnak, tapi muncul dengan begitu cepat.begitu luasnya kasih sayang, begitu sempitnya waktu. selamat berjaya! i miss u b. A lot!

dia pernah berkata:setiap lagu ada kene mengena dengan kita..ini adalah lagu untukmu:

Perpisahan itu selalu terjadi
Kepada insan yang bertemu
Sungguh sedihnya rasa
Apabila ianya terjadi
Perpisahan bermula
dari dua hati
Yang kehendaknya tak dituruti
Ataupun manusia Yang berperasaan benci
Sebuah kisah dan harapan
Menjadi debu berterbangan
Tersekat nafasku kabur pandangan mataku
Amat tersiksa jiwa kerana kehilangannya
Oh oh… mengapa terus mengharap menanti
Walau cukup kusedari dia takkan kembali
Rintangan dari orang yang tak sudi
Menerima cinta dari hati ini Menarik diri dan pergi
Membawa serpihan hati yang sepi
Perpisahan itu sungguh menyedihkan
Tapi semuanya di tangan takdir
Kita dikatakan pasangan bahagia
Oh… kini terasing luka Oh… kini terasing luka
Perpisahan mengasing kita

slumdog millionaire

Slumdog Millionaire is a 2008 British film directed by Danny Boyle, written by Simon Beaufoy, and co-directed in India by Loveleen Tandan. It is an adaptation of the Boeke Prize-winning and Commonwealth Writers' Prize-nominated novel Q & A (2005) by Indian author and diplomat Vikas Swarup.
Slumdog Millionaire was nominated for ten Academy Awards in 2009 and won eight, the most for any film of 2008, including Best Picture and Best Director. It also won five Critics' Choice Awards, four Golden Globes, and seven BAFTA Awards, including Best Film. Despite the film's success, it is the subject of controversy concerning its portrayals of Indians and Hinduism as well as the welfare of its child actors.

Set in 2006, the film opens with a police inspector (Irrfan Khan) in Mumbai, India, interrogating and torturing Jamal Malik (Dev Patel), a former street child from the Dharavi slums. In the opening scene, a title card is presented: "Jamal Malik is one question away from winning 20 million rupees. How did he do it? A) He cheated, B) He's lucky, C) He's a genius, D) It is written." At the end of the film, the answer is given. Jamal is a contestant on the Indian version of Who Wants to Be a Millionaire? (Kaun Banega Crorepati) hosted by Prem Kumar (Anil Kapoor). Jamal has made it to the final question, scheduled for the next day, but the police are now accusing him of cheating, because the other possibilities, that he has a vast knowledge, or that he is very lucky, both seem unlikely.
Jamal then explains that, while at least the question about Bollywood superstar Amitabh Bachchan was very simple, he knew the answers of most questions by chance, because of things that happened in his life. This is conveyed in a series of flashbacks documenting the particulars of his childhood. This includes scenes of him obtaining Bachchan's autograph, the death of his mother during Hindu-Muslim riots in the slums, and how he and his brother Salim befriend Latika (he refers to Salim and himself as Athos and Porthos, and Latika as the third Musketeer.)
The children are eventually discovered by Maman (Ankur Vikal) while they live in the trash heaps. Maman is a gangster (a fact they do not actually know at the time they meet him) who "collects" street children so that he can ultimately train them to beg for money. Salim is groomed to become a part of Maman’s operation and is asked to bring Jamal to Maman in order to be blinded (which would improve his income potential as a singing beggar). Salim rebels against Maman to protect his brother, and the three children try to escape, but only Salim and Jamal are successful as Salim purposely lets go of Latika's hand as she tries to board a train they are hopping while trying to escape. Latika is re-captured by Maman's organization and raised as a culturally talented prostitute whose virginity will fetch a high price.
The brothers eke out a living, traveling on top of trains, selling goods, pretending to be tour guides at the Taj Mahal, and picking pockets. Jamal eventually insists that they return to Mumbai since he wishes to locate Latika. When he finds her working as a dancer in a brothel, the brothers attempt to rescue her, but Maman intrudes, and in the resulting conflict Salim draws a gun and kills Maman. Salim then uses the fact that he killed Maman to obtain a job with Javed (Mahesh Manjrekar), a rival crime lord. Salim claims Latika as his own and when Jamal protests, Salim threatens to kill him and Latika intervenes, accepting her fate with Salim and breaking Jamal's heart.
Years later, Jamal has a position as a "chai-wallah" (a boy or young man who serves tea) at a call centre. When he is asked to cover for a co-worker for a couple of minutes, he searches the database for Salim and Latika. He gets in touch with Salim, who has become a high-ranking lieutenant in Javed’s organization and confronts a regretful Salim on tense terms. Salim invites Jamal to live with him and, after following Salim to Javed's house, he sees Latika living there. He talks his way in as the new dishwasher and tries to convince Latika to leave. She rebuffs his advances, but he promises to be at the Chhatrapati Shivaji Terminus railway station every day at five p.m. for her. She tries to discourage him, but on the first day that Jamal waits there, Latika attempts to rendezvous with him, but is recaptured by Salim and Javed's men. One of the men then slashes her cheek with a knife, scarring her as Salim drives off, leaving Jamal with the onlooking crowd.
Jamal again loses contact with Latika when Javed moves to another house. In another attempt to find Latika, Jamal tries out for the popular game show because he knows that she will be watching. He makes it to the final question, despite the hostile attitude of the host who feeds Jamal a wrong answer during a break. At the end of the show, Jamal has one question left to win two crore, or 20 million rupees (about $411,000 U.S.) and is taken into police custody, where he is tortured as the police attempt to learn how Jamal, a simple "slumdog," could know the answers to so many questions. After Jamal tells his whole story, explaining how his life experiences coincidentally enabled him to know the answer to each question, the police inspector calls Jamal's explanation "bizarrely plausible" and, knowing he's not in it for the money, allows him to return to the show for the final question.
At Javed's safehouse, Latika watches the news coverage of Jamal's miraculous run on the show. Salim gives Latika his phone, and the keys to his car, and urges her to run away. When Jamal uses his Phone-A-Friend lifeline to call Salim, Latika answers his phone and they reconnect. She does not know the answer to the final question either, but believing that "it is written." In unsubtitled Hindi, Latika tells Jamal "I'm yours" right before the phone connection is cut. Jamal guesses the correct answer (Aramis) to the question of the one Musketeer whose name they never learned, and wins the grand prize. Simultaneously, Salim is discovered to have helped Latika escape and allows himself to be killed in a bathtub full of money after shooting and killing Javed. Salim's last words are "God is great." Later that night, Jamal and Latika meet at the railway station and they share a kiss. It is then revealed that the correct answer to the opening question is: D) it is written. In a scene reminiscent of many Bollywood musicals, they then dance, along with dozens of bystanders and even the juvenile versions of themselves, in the train station during the end credits.